An Odd Place To Start

Hi world!! Ummmmmmm... Im Kjrstin! Like Keeeeer. Stin.

I'm "lost" as so many of us college students are. But it's not always a bad thing, like anyone has it all figured out anyway!!

So this is my life =) (its a really good one)

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Sooo here we go I guess.

The "the odd place to start" that I'm referring to in the title is the Las Robles Hospital where I have been sitting next to roommate for the past 16+ hours. (Happy happy joy joy, right?)

It's not so bad though. A lot of people are freaked out by hospitals, at least all my friends at

school seem to be. I guess it's the idea that people are sick here, they're poked and prodded and some even die here. (Omg what if someone died where Im sitting right now! Weird!!) I'm not really freaked out by hospitals though. I'm oddly comfortable in this weird chair/bed I got to sleep in last night. I'm not sure if it's the fact that my dad works in one or if I've just been here too many times or what it is, but it's not a big deal to me.

Sunday we were here too. My roommate has Viral Meningitis, it's not contagious and they can't do anything for it but it's causing her so much pain they're keeping her here to monitor and give her a ton of pain meds. Poor babyyyy right?? =(

I hate stuff like this because I feel so incredibly helpless. I cannot stand things I can't fix. I'm

pretty confrontational about stuff sometimes and if I can fix it I do. Sitting here helpless makes me insane. All I can do is hold her hand and bring her clean cloths and talk to nurses. And give her pitiful sad looks which I know she hates. She's being so strong! But her strength always surprises me.

Well at least it's nice to find a little inspiration in these kind of situations.

I think I'm done for now? Hahaha.

Is this the lamest blog you ever stumbled upon or whaaaat??