Today:

In choir- 

Jessica (who is really cool, but she's from Bakersfield so DUH) - "So who do you think is the most attractive guy in choir?"Kjrstin - "Umm, eh I hate to say it but probably Christ Power? Oh and Alex Cerri."

Jess - "That's what I was thinking too!!"

Kjrstin - "WAIT NO!! I know who it is!!"

Jess - ".... um ok, who?"

Kjrstin - "Dr. Morton"

Jess - "Ooooh!! .... yeah definitely!"

After choir- 

I showed all my rings to the girls in choir and made $31 beautiful dollars!! Not bad for the first try with these girls right?? =) More importantly they liked them and they were all super nice and it gave me this awesome thing called self-esteem! Weeeh!!

In Voice- 

Angela (my teacher) talked about the Bachelor the whole time and I barely even got to sing (but its okay because I didnt practice!!)

In Oceans- 

I got a 67% on the midterm I didnt study for.... BUT with the curve, its a B!! WOOH!

(See this is why I dont study, if I do study it just goes the same way)

In the hospital- 

Shelby (my roommate) was hungry! Woooh good sign!!! She's doing soo much better!! And her mom is here so everything is so much better now!! Yayyy!!

In the mail-

YAY Urban Outfitters stuff came in!!

 ANNND! SURPRISE! It all fits!! Woaaaah!! I was so excitedd!! I think that was my first online shopping experience too btw =) Sweater, t-shirt with a wolf on it (chyea), and knee high stockings, because I'm obsessed =)

In the Pastor's office- 

I met with our campus pastor, Pastor Melissa, who is a friend of my parents from North Dakota!! (SMALL WORLD!) We just got together to talk about liiiife, yeeeeaknow. I told her I'm trying to get more involved, and I'm trying to get out of this weird funk I seem to be in. She was really encouraging and sweet. And awesome. She's really cool. And she made my day, she was like "when I look at you I see someone who was meant for service, you're really gonna help people." That kind of struck a cord and reminded me of what I seemed to have forgotten is important. She also had me do an exercise with these cards that had things like "getting the heart of the matter" and "doing the numbers" on them and I chose which ones I enjoyed doing and which I absolutely hated. Like doing the numbers. Ew. Then she took all the ones I chose and put them in categories. Surprise!! I had twice as many in the "social" category than any of the others. It was all stuff like "bringing joy," "encouraging others," "building relationships," stuff like that. And there were two other ones I thought were really important for myself, "fixing things" and "writing." SO there you go, that is meee. Now what on eeeearth can I even do with those things?? Who even knowwwwwws!!

But she reassured me what Ive known all along, and that is that NO ONE has it all figured out, and those who think they do are naive because its soo subject to change. 

I just need to have faith that it'll work out.

Fiona Apple sings a cute song that says "if there was a better way to go then it would find me." I think that's how its gonna go for me too. God will put me where I need to be =)

Skelly Quote Of The Day- 

"Your choir director is so hansom!! Sometimes when I see him I just want to burst out 'I can't sing!! I'm so sorry!'"

Bahahahaa

OH annnnd, now playing- I Should Have Known Better: Zooey Deschanel <3

Also, I really miss my boy todayyyy. (Yes I'm one of THOOOSE girls. HAHA!!)

No but seriouslyyyy.

<3333333333333333333,

KJ